Let It All Out

How does one even begin to start a blog containing all that I am about to share. I have received many private messages through Facebook of concern and questions regarding what has been going on in my life the past six months or so. Nate and I had been having marital problems for quite sometime, years really. This update isn't to put blame on one more than the other, or to be the next gossip column. Nate and I have been separated since July 31st and are currently in the middle of a divorce. It has been quite a long road full of heart ache that has finally brought us to this point. I have never been one to make such a serious decision with out much prayer, thought, and counsel. After finding out some very serious things in my marriage over a year  ago I decided to forgive and prayed for full restoration. This one thing I will say is, that I truly gave it my all! I dug my heels in and was determined to make it work. But in July issues begin to surface again and after years of a difficult marriage I really set myself to pray this time what God would have me do. He has released me this time.
I would love your prayers as I try to basically start all over again. The children could use your prayers as they work through things they dont quite understand. I look forward to what God has and what He will do, knowing He is ever faithful to me even when I fall short so many times.